On any particular day it can be a still have my phone set the every just to remind me that the day is 24 may be asleep 8 to be asleep the other 60. On learning that happiness is in the moment future and not in the past.
Today is not a good day. As a get better the health a psychiatrist and civil service I decided to my medication. It is a good idea. I feel stronger aware that dissociation and derealisation are just a way of me coping. If you read the traumas I have suffered from perhaps you may understand why being not here all the time looks good sometimes.